Asking for no lies from him was giving him quite a task. But it attests to Miharu's worth, that Kaworu will go through this willingly and with little prompt.
That just doesn't happen, okay?
He'd been pacing the room a little, but he stops now. He goes back to Miharu's chair with his tail between his legs. Trying to even think over this sort of thing isn't very pleasant. And it's at least five different shades of humbling in many occasions.
"I'm disappointed that Gendo Ikari died when he did," Kaworu says. "Because that meant I did not have a chance to do it myself. I was born in a vacuum, an utter lack of air or heat or cold. I am one of the prototypes for the human race. I would destroy the world if Rei asked me to, and I would enjoy it, because it was for her - "
Such and such. Tastes of various things, though he is stumbling over himself now. And:
" - I did not learn about emotions until months ago - "
More, more...
" - I did not tell Yoite I had found you, not just for safety, but - "
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Date: 2010-11-27 11:44 am (UTC)That just doesn't happen, okay?
He'd been pacing the room a little, but he stops now. He goes back to Miharu's chair with his tail between his legs. Trying to even think over this sort of thing isn't very pleasant. And it's at least five different shades of humbling in many occasions.
"I'm disappointed that Gendo Ikari died when he did," Kaworu says. "Because that meant I did not have a chance to do it myself. I was born in a vacuum, an utter lack of air or heat or cold. I am one of the prototypes for the human race. I would destroy the world if Rei asked me to, and I would enjoy it, because it was for her - "
Such and such. Tastes of various things, though he is stumbling over himself now. And:
" - I did not learn about emotions until months ago - "
More, more...
" - I did not tell Yoite I had found you, not just for safety, but - "
But... but...
" - you would have left - "
...