that which was left behind last

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Kaworu is sick today. Really, really, really damn sick. Yoite is not around at this time; if he was, Kaworu would find a way to suck it up. He could, really, he could. (That is a lie and Yoite has already seen him ill a multitude of times.)

It's a fever today, 102.5. If he cared that much, he would worry about it. After all, it's near the rejection threshold and it really is not normal. But he knows how to fake a lower temperature if he needs to and he can get control of this easily. He just... needs to be able to leave the bathroom, first. Throwing up did not happen before he was a lilim and he finds the whole process to be distasteful.

Truth be told he likes the fevers. He hallucinates then, he sees those he left behind.

He'll die for those chances, if he needs to.

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"Maybe," Kaworu says. "Probably. I guess. She would not like a lot of things right now." Shinji would, though! Hah.

" Santo, Santo, Santo
Panginoong Diyos ng mga hukbo
Napupuno ang langit at lupa ng kadakilaan Mo
Osana, Osana sa kaitaasan
Osana, Osana sa kaitaasan
Pinagpala ang naparirito, sa Ngalan ng Panginoon
Osana, Osana sa kaitaasan
Osana, Osana sa kaitaasan "

This is the only sort of thing he can sing well, with a clear voice. But singing is not sleeping.

" חטאנו צורנו סלח לנו יוצרנו "

You know, it is quite possible that he is doing this on purpose by now. Brat.

Knock him out, Akito! No one would blame you!

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"Hebrew biblical faith is so much more violent than anything else, did you know that? The stories are all either not true or turned into fables but. We only spoke Hebrew at Babel until they dug too much and found more than they should have. You all think you are so clever now with your technology, but they solved the Dead Sea Scrolls twice as fast, found too many things, someone had to fix it, they found too much, it had to be fixed - "

Another drink? That is too much to drink, but he might as well. Of course he may regret this thought later, but such is life.

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"Not that old," Kaworu mutters. "Just 13 - "

He can finish his drink just fine, thank you.

He can fall asleep, too. It's a talent, for sure.