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Kaworu is feeling almost better from the last bout of being sick. He is seriously considering his medication at this point - it's not as if it affects him either way, but it's sure as hell affecting Akito and Yoite. Why he still can't understand why anyone would hold even a thought, let alone affection for him, he's never questioned it. That would be really stupid.

He's still too weak to even imagine the idea of going downstairs to order it, so he'll wait until tomorrow. After all, nobody knew he was supposed to still be taking them. He can just pretend that he was put back on the pills and injection.

Kaworu is laying on his bed reading, but he really has no idea what. He's more busy keeping an out to see if Yoite manifests today. He likes his days best when Yoite does. Of course, somehow he manages to fall asleep doing this - apparently not reading a book is tiring - but Kaworu will wake up when he needs to. He has faith in this!

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"I do not know what I was," Kaworu says. "But I am human now. It is part of the bar's chosen atonement for me." He pushes Yoite's hand up his shirt to his heart. He does not mind the closeness.

"It does not resonate, at the moment. But now you can feel it."

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"I can feel it. It's beating, and it feels like it will keep beating. It has a warmth. And a strength, too. It suits you, Kaworu. Having a heartbeat." Yoite leans forward, rests his forehead against Kaworu's shoulder. "Everything resonates, a little bit, I think. We touch each other. And then it happens again. Doesn't it?"

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Now those are words to remember anc Kaworu hasn't run into any in a long time. He runs hi fingers through the strands of Yoite's hair, the colour a complete contrast to his own.

"It does. I'd like it if it always that way." Somehow, being as close as possible to the other felt far better than the sensations when he was growing up for the first time.

He doesn't want to let go anytime soon.