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creationofwillLife is very different when there are no humans around. For most of his life, Kowaru had varied between opinions about what should be done with his own self and his own will. He had never even learned that 'will' existed until he was 12. He did not learn that he could employ it for himself until he was 14. And then he died.
He's alive now. He's alive, due to the same boy who'd brought about his death. But it was likely that far more of Shinji died that day than of Tabrisadamkaworu. It was something to make up for, now. He can apply his free will for this.
The first thing to do would be to gather provisions. He had left around two hours ago, when Shinji was asleep, to trek up that broken and bent highway in an attempt to find something usable. He found enough to pass them for now. What he has to hope is that Shinji had not woken up in his absence.
He does not even bother with the long or safe way to get back - he haphazardly makes his way down the hill nearby; slipping and sliding and falling at the end, but a few cuts and scrapes do not matter to him. And ah, he makes it back soon enough - but what will he have to deal with?
He's alive now. He's alive, due to the same boy who'd brought about his death. But it was likely that far more of Shinji died that day than of Tabrisadamkaworu. It was something to make up for, now. He can apply his free will for this.
The first thing to do would be to gather provisions. He had left around two hours ago, when Shinji was asleep, to trek up that broken and bent highway in an attempt to find something usable. He found enough to pass them for now. What he has to hope is that Shinji had not woken up in his absence.
He does not even bother with the long or safe way to get back - he haphazardly makes his way down the hill nearby; slipping and sliding and falling at the end, but a few cuts and scrapes do not matter to him. And ah, he makes it back soon enough - but what will he have to deal with?
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Date: 2009-10-07 06:22 am (UTC)And he really is, for Kaworu's sake. But it's hard for him. Most of his life has been miserable - Kaworu is one of the few things that (briefly) made him happy. Of course, their surroundings aren't helping much either.
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Date: 2009-10-07 06:34 am (UTC)"Here," he says, standing and holding a hand out to the other teenager. "Let us find somewhere a little more decent."
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Date: 2009-10-07 06:37 am (UTC)"...ok."
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Date: 2009-10-07 07:51 am (UTC)"Okay," he says, eyesight traveling over both the near and the distance. "This ought to turn into a more industrial area soon enough."
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Date: 2009-10-07 10:29 pm (UTC)"...shouldn't we be looking for an apartment? Or a house?"
Not that he remembered many houses around Tokyo-3, but still. It would be more spacious. Why was he thinking about space? They had the whole world.
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Date: 2009-10-08 12:34 am (UTC)But instead of noticing a residence he notices his companion's state first, as if a blush was easy to miss. "For your own part, you ought to just make sure you do not burn anything down with those cheeks of yours."
...lame.
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Date: 2009-10-09 05:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-09 06:06 pm (UTC)Nice act?
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Date: 2009-10-11 02:43 am (UTC)Still, he's alive. Which is better then nothing.
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Date: 2009-10-11 02:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-11 03:10 am (UTC)He glances around, heaving a small sigh of disappointment. He still wasn't sure if he should even be here.
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Date: 2009-10-11 03:29 am (UTC)Of course, yes, completely.
"You are here because you are here. If that does not mean something to you, then make it mean something."
There is a residence over there, a house, finally. Kaworu drags Shinji in the nearest door, closing it quite firmly.He pushes the other against it then, keeping him in place with a hand on his chest.
"For now, that means to find a cursory existence, one that has definition to both you and I. Later, there will be others. You can think more about it then."
As if Kaworu plans to let him.
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Date: 2009-10-11 04:32 am (UTC)Shinji finds himself dragged (rather unresisting) a few moments later. He stumbles along behind Kaworu and then he's up against a door. He swallows nervously and shrugs.
"I... think I can do that. If you want me to."
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Date: 2009-10-11 04:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-11 04:55 am (UTC)He doesn't want to make this decision.
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Date: 2009-10-11 05:35 am (UTC)"I am going to ask you every day if you have decided to want for yourself. Until then, you put responsibility for your actions in my hands." Oh, but is that necessarily a smart idea?
"We'll match blood, decide it with a blood bond." Well, nobody could be killed for that idea, could they? Not anymore. There had to be a sharp implement somewhere as well, to assist, in a once populated house.
"Then," Kaworu says, placing his other hand on the door and looking straight into Shinji's eyes, "It is absolutely unbreakable."
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Date: 2009-10-11 07:05 pm (UTC)Shinji looks a bit horrified, "I mean... I don't think that's such a good idea! There's no doctors or anything and if something goes wrong one of us could get hurt and..."
Yeah, Shinji doesn't like that idea.
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Date: 2009-10-11 07:17 pm (UTC)Of course Shinji does not like the idea. Kaworu had known he wouldn't. Why else would he suggest it at this point and time? "Well," he says, a smile twitching at his lips as he backs off and looks further into the house. "You could always make your own decision not to do this..."
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Date: 2009-10-11 07:23 pm (UTC)This is his way of saying, "Let's not and say we did."
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Date: 2009-10-11 07:45 pm (UTC)